Hello y’all! Welcome back 🙂
I know that this isn’t my regular posting day, but here’s just a quick update on my current situation. Some of you may know, I posted yesterday (Sunday), and that I had to postpone publishing it one day than my usual Saturday because I didn’t have WiFi that day.
Well, it got published, but this morning after I clicked into it to edit something, it deleted the whole post itself. I don’t know if this is happening to any of you guys, but things have been deleting itself for the past few days. It has been really weird once again with WordPress for me, and it’s extremely frustrating. I really don’t like doing a post like this where I don’t really have any real content, but I feel like it’s my responsibility as the blogger to tell you what’s been happening.
Honestly, it’s hard to publish a post like this. For each post, I put my heart and soul in, writing, and hopefully helping someone out there, even if it’s just one person. That has always been one of the main reasons as to why I blog, and even why I started to blog in the first place. Even though I’ve changed my niche – adding lifestyle topics – from the first one I started with, the message has stayed the same.
I’m just going to be completely out flat with you guys – I was not a good blogger when I first started. I didn’t have the passion for it, and I mainly did it to get validation. I think it was about half an year in when I realized that, and decided that if I really was going to continue, I should… really put everything I had in, if that makes any sense. I didn’t want to blog just for the sake of getting validation; I want to learn to love it just by what it is, because I shouldn’t rely on it – or anything – to validate me. I am who I am, and that is enough. Though I haven’t really changed my mindset for that, it’s been so much better, and I know things will change, sooner or later.
Anyways, what I wanted to say was, that blogging has been basically embedded into my life. It has changed me in SO many ways (like the one above), and it really frustrates me when I am unable to be the blogger I had worked so hard to be. Blogging is such an important thing to me, and don’t want anything to restrict me from doing what I love, and being in the blogosphere.
Because of this whole dilemma, my next post will be on Saturday, August 18th. I really hope that things will get resolved within the next few days, and hopefully it’ll all be fixed by Saturday and I can get back to my posting schedule – Wednesdays and Saturdays.
For now, I’ll just keep on trying to find out what’s been going on, and hopefully things will be resolved. Again, I’m really sorry for all of this – even though it’s technically not my fault, but as the blogger behind this blog, I still feel like it’s my responsibility to not have as less disruptions as possible.
Anyways, thank you for bearing with me, and let’s just hope that things will get resolved soon 🙂
Take care lovelies; love you all ❤
~ Kimberly xx